What Am I DOING ? ? ?
Why would any normal person want to shake up their world, when it finally had some peace? That's exactly what I appeared to be doing by deciding to date this guy "Bobby Owens" .
How stupid could one grown woman be, obviously pretty stupid. My life had become simple, comfortable, quite and you know NORMAL! My daughters were doing well in school and we had a good system worked out. I worked ALL the time but we shuffled our baby, which was 12 almost 13 at the time, back and forth between me and Beth so that she wasn't left alone and when she was, it was for no more than 2 hours.
I did a lot of parenting over the phone and I know my co-workers enjoyed it but I hated it. I missed Mariah and Beth so much I could hardly stand it. I was still trying to get used to Leslie being gone at college and I was so grateful to have her home for the summer, knowing that I was going to suffer again when she went back in the fall, this time taking Boo with her.
I guess the "Big Guy" upstairs was watching all of this just wondering, "Is she going to ask for help?" I was worried about the Fall. I couldn't even imagine leaving Mariah alone for hours and hours on in and sometimes days, because I traveled A LOT with my job.
But at the present I had set all that aside, I was pretty fascinated with this guy, named Bobby. Don't get me wrong, I was working on a plan for Mariah, after all ....... That's my baby, but something was just I don't know .... ODD, about the whole life changing situation I seemed to currently be in.
How stupid could one grown woman be, obviously pretty stupid. My life had become simple, comfortable, quite and you know NORMAL! My daughters were doing well in school and we had a good system worked out. I worked ALL the time but we shuffled our baby, which was 12 almost 13 at the time, back and forth between me and Beth so that she wasn't left alone and when she was, it was for no more than 2 hours.
I did a lot of parenting over the phone and I know my co-workers enjoyed it but I hated it. I missed Mariah and Beth so much I could hardly stand it. I was still trying to get used to Leslie being gone at college and I was so grateful to have her home for the summer, knowing that I was going to suffer again when she went back in the fall, this time taking Boo with her.
I guess the "Big Guy" upstairs was watching all of this just wondering, "Is she going to ask for help?" I was worried about the Fall. I couldn't even imagine leaving Mariah alone for hours and hours on in and sometimes days, because I traveled A LOT with my job.
But at the present I had set all that aside, I was pretty fascinated with this guy, named Bobby. Don't get me wrong, I was working on a plan for Mariah, after all ....... That's my baby, but something was just I don't know .... ODD, about the whole life changing situation I seemed to currently be in.
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